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[29 Dec 2005|11:51pm] |
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Lots of stuff happening lately.
Last night was amazing.
We skipped the lock-in and went on an all night drive.
with a lot of sweet kids.
Only cd the car had was greenday (it killed us really.)
we had no tape player for the ipod.
<3
Rachel and me are sick as hell together haha.
And like. we went to sheetz a lot with duffy, travis, and mark.
and like. We even went to the southside and hooters? haha.
BUT WOAH. I remember like going past ryan kroh's house
and they waved to it. cause Billy and Travis are good pals of his.
But werddd. It was a fun night. I wish i could recolect most of it.
Some kids are party poopers. but other than that.
Amazing night, amazing kids, amazing everything.
And there were krispy kremes.
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[01 Dec 2005|08:59pm] |
car drives and cigarettes
are all that i need
when i spread out my arms
it feels as though the sky fits
dimensions fool my human eye
and i realize i'm a tiny person in a big world
the day looks down upon you and i
the stars come clearer and the horror dies
two smiles in the same room
a lovely sight for sore eyes
love is what makes you and i its no suprise
i need to ask you something simple
step 1 will you love me forever
please i beg you never walk away
step 2 will you be here for me always
in a world without you theres no point in breathing
can we take a step back get a little dizzy
spin me around make me giggle thats the trick
please turn the world inside out for me tonight
why do i cry when i have the best thing in the world
i hold a treasure, something priceless nothing can replace
you need your space but i need my love
we all need things its the selfish pitty in the end that gets us
back to where we started please rewind time
like a mix tape with our song without anything to rhyme.
i love you justin boyle...<3
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| its the way he looks at me... |
[21 Nov 2005|04:12pm] |
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So the show was the best i've ever been to in awhile.
recap:
So I went down to REX on saturday.
and saw it dies today, jacknife<33
bullet for my valentine, scars of
tomorrow and as well as still fuking remains.
<3333
well i was one of the only people there, who knew who the fuck jacknife was which, made me feel like a good fan i guess but then i went there with kaitlyn and holly. later on me and kait were just with jboyle<3 and brandon because holly went somewhere else in the rex with jeremy. So yea then uhh j boyle and me hugged a lot. he's adorable. Well later on b4mv came on and wow good. not a lotta people liked them, which was lame. But scars of tomorrow was great they're chick on guitar is super pretty and she's good they even had a black guitarist they're so good. Then STILL REMAINS FINALLY CAME ON. and wow even though i spent most of my time during htem with justin it was still awesome seeing them for the second time.<3 And then finally it dies today came on. And yea it was good, i got separated from j and ended up in the front row where i got the mic shoved in my face once :] and yea then i stage dived eventually during threadony cause the fat bitches in front of me were annoying and kept hitting the guy crowd surfers INCLUDING MY FRIEND JOHN in the balls. Those stupid bitches. Then i jst stayed in the pit the rest of the time till i found justin and then after it was all over we went to tom's cafe so j could get cash. And yea then me and kaiit finally got picked up. Had a sleepover, watched movies. Then she went home.
Probably one of the best weekends in a while.
oh and i saw harry potter friday with holly and kait and sara bara. it was awesome.<3
-manda
(LONG ENTRY DANNGG)
<333 theres a boy who makes me smile like no other.
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| i <3 my booface |
[17 Nov 2005|04:17pm] |
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So last night = just simple. Went out to jeffy's house, and met up with him and jesse. Then their cute friend Marianne took us to the mall. At the mall we just chilled and we hungout. Then i got my phone taken off me by the end of the night cause my dad couldnt' get a hold of me cause i guess the back area of media play gets no service. AND to top it off i couldnt' get online to help steph finish our project. So I feel even worse.
But today was neat. I wasn't sure at first but then I decided I would, and I went on the field trip today to the "soldiers and sailors" museum. And it was nice. I got along with people I didn't think I could. I'm glad we solved our differences. It was fun too. Kinda beat with the foreign kids making our school look fucking retarded. But other than that it was nice. There was uhh a kid on stage named "MJ wana" and "Ellis D" haha. But yea. FUN> and the host guy was jamaican and said in the end "just cause I'm jamaican doesn't mean i smoke pot." Oh it was silly.
HARRRY POTTER TO EFFIN TOMORROW.
yay.
and IT DIES TODAY/SCARS OF TOMORROW/BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE/& more.
saturday @ REX. OH HOW IT WILL BE AMAZING. ilb4mv. and of course i <3 it dies today.
<33manda.
i love my boyfffriendd. so much!
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| what what. |
[15 Nov 2005|06:10pm] |
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well today nothing relaly happened.
i just really am falling more for jesse everyday.
and today's our one month. <33
ily baby.
ew my dad wouldn't let me go to alexisonfire.
even though he said i could last week. bummer.
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| i wish this day with you would last forever |
[11 Nov 2005|10:47pm] |
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I've come to a conclusion, i never wanna fucking grow up.
All I ever do anymore is get upset over things i can't control.
things like, how long i'm going to be on earth, and me getting older, and just watching things grow up while I can't do anything to stop them from aging.
I see a brick house the other day, then i see just a pile of dust.
I see a little kid, and i see an old man beggin for oxygen.
I see myself, never being able to find a cure to this sickness called life
I see the sun, a star, the size of all mass combined, and exploding.
why do i see these things. I don't want to, i just wan't to always be whole.
this sucks. I just want to always be happy, and I miss my sister, and I need people around me more, and I am never going to be able to watch my sister grow up, cause she lives with my mom, and I don't see my mom cause my mom is angry at me. How come its that every time i see a plane fly over head that i think we're going to be attacked. I need to chill out, and I don't know how. Nothing ever works anymore, I just don't get the way society works.
I just need somebody to hold.
i think i'm depressed.
that's not good.
all you people who give me hell, do you really thinks its worth it?
do you realize we're all going to die someday and that you shouldn't be
worried about making others miserable, but to make as many people as you can happy.
just stop.
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[10 Nov 2005|10:19pm] |
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so the other day. mall with mike<3. well we went erg shopping for my new coat. and i got a cute fuzzy hood eskimo coat. <3 and then later we met up with shane and steve. Who then after mike left, took me to eat n park. we all got drinks, and uh a big sundae all of us split. and then i went home.
Tomorrow idk i might sleepover my love kendalls.
<33 thers a boy.
who has cute hair and makes me blush.
-manda
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| did you know i'm in love with sharks? |
[08 Nov 2005|02:58pm] |
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Alright so. Last night I went over Russ' house. It was nice. I met his mother and father, they're very nice, and he has a psycho pet dog i met. Then later on we just sat in his room watching the t.v. and then we tried to play street fighter vs. marvel on ps2, but it wasn't working nice so we ended up watching shallow hal. I LOVE THAT MOVIE LOL. And then uhh while we were watching it, the psycho dog peed in his room. Then after awhile I left. I bid rusmir a farewell <3. And then i was origonally supposed to sleepover kaits but her dad didn't want anyone over. So I just went home. And then today I'm still sittin here, waiting for aaron [double A ron.] to come and call me so we can chill today as planned. So hopefully he gets off work soon.
alright. peace out.
theres a guy, and oh he says the sweetest things <3
-amanda-
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| kingdom hearts = supah fly. |
[06 Nov 2005|09:00pm] |
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So to recap my weekend. Friday I went to the movies with Russ. And we saw SAWII. and that was probably the scariest movie I had ever seen in my lyfee. And well Saturday I went over Kaitlyn's house and I met her family that I haven't already (her bro's). And well I slept over, we made a lotta ramen, hot cocoa, and watched family guy (caz i have the dvds). OH FAMILY GUY, you slay me<3. Well then we played some ps2, and played kingdom hearts, which is probably my favorite, or close to fav ps2 game in the world. And um yea, then we woke up this morning, Kait was like AMANDA WAKE UP and it was like 9, i was like shit yo, I hate early rising. And well we made pancakes, shaped like mickey mouse, airplanes, and palm trees, OH AND HEARTS for breakfast. And then later we went to the mall with her bffl megan and megans mom. At the mall I ran into kat-rina mass dis. and her bf. And Victoria's secret was giving away free panties today, so I took advantage of that then we met up with Russsmir and Andy and Alicia. And me him him her and kait all chilled in media play reading magazines. Then finally me and kait had to leave, so we left, and Now I'm home. And I'm going to watch more family guy with my daddy. This weekend was very fun. I miss Jesse a lot though. </3.
<33mandacakes
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[04 Nov 2005|04:11pm] |
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so a lotta these entries are friends only now.
add me if i actually like you? alright okay bye.
<3
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| you can't stop it; you can't slow it down |
[04 Nov 2005|06:46am] |
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Last night was the misfits. I went and met up with Steve-o and Rachel there. I made friends with some new kids there. They were nice. Um so Clearview Kills was first. And wow, they were good. They ended with Goodnight in which Will let me sing with him in the mic for a couple seconds. bah he's the man. I can't wait to chill with him again. Uhh then Rock City Morgue was on next. They were pretty cool, their lead singer guy so reminded me of a zombie (which i think was the point). But yea. Then the misfits came out, and before they even started playing people started moshing. Probably one of the biggest mosh pits i've ever seen. It was pretty crazy. I was caught in the middle of it too. Then uhh this one kid kept wanting to crowd surf every five seconds and i kept saying chill out to the little kid, it was so lame lol. Me and Rachel and Steve got to see a drunk girl dancing like a maniac it was hilarious. Uhh but other than that it was an amazing show. YE. even though its not the danzig misfits :( it was still good.
yea so my night when i got home sucked. don't wanna talk about it.but if you are my close friend i'll talk about it if you ask.
<3 manda
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| grow up hoess. |
[20 Oct 2005|07:45pm] |
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Okay so this past week has been swell. Lunch is always fun, and GHETTOjohn keeps getting more annoying. I wish he'd stop humping me and steph. SERIOUSLY. GROSS. And Well tuesday I saw Jesse. CAuse my band practiced. http://myspace.com/whythankyou we're doin pretty good. With jeff working we couldn't practice tonight. So that was a bummer. But yea I am going to the NA game tomorrow. And Hanging out with Zachy D. He's cool. I hope things with me and Jesse stay cool... Some things just I gotta get over. But other than that he's amazing. So yes. TOMORROW = best day.
-manda.
ps - tie a noose around your neck next time.
the whole bandana thing. Don't work for you <333
AND A RECAP - darkest hour/ still remains/ brave the fire.
the show was fucking amazing. Best show i've EVER been to. Most insane mosh pit. Yea. It was great. Brave the Fire is such a good local hardcore band. And Still remains sounded so nice live. Darkest hour blew me away. So yummy and good. :) I'm so happy I got to go. <3
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Jesse can stay at his house again! YAY. so last night. was crazyy. yo. and yea. I got to see jesse. and jeff. And I met Kendall who was really nice to me<3 And well we were at jeff's and then left soon as i got there to go to ross park mall. We took the bus. Before the bus so we had change, i got a bubblegum flavor icy at ritas!! And yea then we got the bus, we went to the mall and chilled. Sooner had we got there, had chris ciufi caled. And yea. Then we went took back my old shirt, um, then me and ciufi, and jesse all went outside for moments. THen we went back in, and like man, i sat on that media play chair forever. Kendall had to help me pee man, cause i couldn't by myself haha. Then like Jeff fucking threw a spider at me???!?! EW I HATE SPIDERS. For seriousss. Okay hahah CIUFI WAS LIKE LOOKING AT PORN well MAXIM. and i was like DOOD WTF. and yea idk. IT WAS INSANE> then before i left jesse asked me out. And now we're OFFICIAL. before that, we were "unofficially dating" now wwe are down pact niggas.
peace.
<3manda
ps- today i'm sleeping over holly's. be jealous<3
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| holyy motherfucking pidgeon. yo! |
[13 Oct 2005|04:33pm] |
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yea. tonight is band practice. if it goes as good as we think we'll have a new version of mirror image up. so keep checking later kids okay? http://myspace.com/whythankyou yea. gnarrrsome. So today was lame. of course a thursday, those never go good for me! But yea. THis is a short entry. which i'll make cooler tonight. IM STILL PRAYIN JESSEEE. that your folks let you back<3
-spidermanda
<3
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| all hail the princess of the scene haha. |
[12 Oct 2005|10:35pm] |
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okay. So today was neato. I picked up Kaitlyn, and we went to the mall. We chilled at the mall with Jeffruh and Jesse. WELL. then like we went to delias and i got two shirts and jeff freaking knocked me into a shelf there i felt silly haha. So i bought four lollipops with my card plus those shirts cause i got an extra punch if i did so. UMMM. like then we all went to the food court to buy ciggs. And um, we saw this lady with a SHITLOAD of FRECKLES on her face. I swear its the saem chick in Angela s's photobucket. ahah i didn't know she worked at wendys. When we were in the food court we ran into KATRINA AND VICKY<3333 like i love them okay. Vicky was nice enough to let me have a bite of her blizzard. When me and kaitlyn walked outta borders... i still had this baby loony toons book in my hand and i was walking away with it and didn't know it! So i threw it back into the store haha. I was so scared cause no alarm or anything went of man. I didn't want the book i just simply forgot haha. BUT I MEAN CMON BABY LOONY TOONS. fo ril. So then i took jeff's gangstuh sweatband and wore it on my head. MIKEEEJONEEESSS. yea.
PEACE OUT GANGSTAS.
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so now im in a band. yea, even though i'm a guitarist, i'm going to play keyboard for this band. I guess playing keys since 7 years old pays off. Thats like 8 years? rihhhh. So yea. check us out http://www.myspace.com/whythankyou we should have a new version of "mirror image" up thursday or friday cause practice is thursday. So weee. I'm happy. Cause we rock. <33. And yea. Things with me and steve have come to an end. I'm tryin to still make it so we're friends. All this has become bad haha. :( But jesse likes me now. And he's really sweet. I like him back too. Yea. I love my friends. <33
im so happy. like rly.
<3manda
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| a gunshot to the head of tempidation |
[11 Oct 2005|03:16pm] |
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okay so today was okay i guess. let's write about my weekend. mainly saturday.
well friday to sum up, i like didn't do anything but i got a new shirt. Saturday i went to rachel p's house and we chilled and got ready for steve's party. And then we went to steve's. ME AND ASHLEY HAD NICE BUM SECKSSSNESS. haha I love that girl. She's sweet, and a good friend. BUT YEH. Um it was awesome. Yea. And there was a sweet strobe light that made me dizzy every time i looked into it. We had kids going in it dancing haha. Great stuff. And um, steve set up a pretty sweet mix cd for his party overall. Then later we got to drink. mm.
tmorrow i'm hoping gary can practice. And that I'm hoping that Tyler can get out of groundation to come practice with us. We got offered to play a show in november with some other local bands. It'll be good if we can get some more practices in. PEACE.
i'm tryin to think of a new band name.
i don't realyl like murder at midnight.eh.
here are some i came up with.
My Autumn Uprising
Call Of Arms
As The Dead Rise
Its A Tragedy(we came up with this awhile ago and dind't use it)
With My Burning Heart
Before You Say Goodbye
Our Love Drowns
ps- the new poptarts that taste like cina-buns are amazing.
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| attempt for greatness |
[07 Oct 2005|09:50pm] |
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torn between two people you love
is never somehting you wanna see
knees in a shutter
breath becoming shorter
you shouldnt have to run from the law
and be an outlaw at 12.
its only days that seem to burn your face
when the sun hits the mountains of
the sweet july sky
the spiders here can kill you
and the locals just want you to die
a building catches flame and
theres a drunk on the first floor
i can't hear the screams because
my face is in this book and my ears on sound
if only the eyes could see behind glass
glass fogged with cobwebs and sour milk
a baby cries, a mother weeps, and you dont know where to turn
an acoustic guitar and recipes are all i have
and these children running around like silhouettes
the long distance calls become expensive
and you can't help but wonder where it goes
so go outlaw run your distance and protect
you can't help stop all this sweat on your neck
the day grows darker and the mountains grow dim
i just wish i could be at home again.
final desicion is to be made by dusk
so as i collide on this plane i stare into the denver sunset.
yea. megan's entry inspired me.
this is based on an actual event. that happened to me.
ok? lemme know. if you like.
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[07 Oct 2005|08:51pm] |
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WE ARE THE CHAMIONS [[ROFLCOPTER!!]] |
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if my dad watches the video for "wake me up when september ends" one more time. I'll kill something, like the neighbors dog. Yea haha. But srsly. IMSICKOFIT. I mean the video is sad and good i guess, but after hearing him play it 219386091 times. IT GETS OLD. fast. akljdsflka killl it please?
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| if looks could kill you'd be a murderer. |
[07 Oct 2005|07:58pm] |
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Tonight I was supposed to go to a football game with Russ and KC but it didn't end up working out cause of certain things. But then my daddy took me to Plato's Closet, which is one of my favorite stores. And I got this adorable pink and black polka dotted shirt. It's really cute. Bt then we got Wendy's cause tonight's our fast food night. Only wendys' cause KFC was out of popcorn chicken :( i am scared anyways to eat chicken cause of that stupid bird flu!! HAHA. But yea. Tomorrow will fucking pwn. Cause i get to see my fucking amazing friend RACHEL<3333 who i adore and love mucho. And I get to see the coolest guy ever and give him amazing birthday presents, Steve rocks haha. But yea this is all for now. I have a survey for friends or whoever to take if you are bored. Jacked it from Nella's myspace haha. SRY nella its' hard to find friend surveys anymore. I should just make my own. I'll edit this one i think K FILL IT OUT HOMIES. peyce.
<33amadaabambata
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